Well, to look or to see. This is the struggle. As an artist I am obligated to see not just look. To truly make art we must understand what it is that we are trying to recreate. Like I said before not any fruit, that fruit. We must hone in and caress that fruit with our eyes in its entirety. Its gradations its shape its quirkiness its simplicity of essence its complexities . In a manner of speaking we must own the object what erver it may be.