Robert I am so sorry
I wish I never told you of what I done
It cost me so much
I hurt you don't say different and my heart is broken too
I want to take back everything I said
friends are hard to come, and so easy to go
I don't want to lose you but, you gave up to easy
don't let yourself do that
I will fight for you
as i did before, I believe in you, don't go away
please i feel so lost now and more determined to do what
has to be done
we had fun talking and teasing you made me laugh and think
I wanted to know you, but you backed out why?
why did you give up, we found each other when we
both were low and picked ourselves up and you started to do well
It made me feel good. this is my choice
I would rather have your friendship
than do this thing,
I'm not this mans slave I am me enjoying being free
I know its a mistake I knew the cost but still i had to do it
I am weak, stupid and remorseful
howdo I repair this, how do I make amends
who do i go to for forgiveness, I must forgive my self
why must i have to please other people what flaw
in my genes that made me this way.
I hurt my self more than i hurt you
you want me no more that hurts
no matter what I say or do can redeem me
I want everyone to be happy but not myself
