1. i have been arrested twice...the first time i took the rap for my roommate so he wouldnt miss his kid's birth and the other was my stupidity along with a friends...i have done my time and paid for it...leave it be thanx
2. i was the fat kid that got picked on and i still am self conscious about it from time to time
3. i have a brutal temper, it takes a lot to have it come out but it has and i have the scars to prove it
4. i sometimes feel im a failure as a parent
5. i think of someone constantly but i cant have them and i know they feel the same
6. i have never cheated on a gf nor have i ever thought of it
7. if i could hold my heart in my hand it would be shattered to the size of grains of sand
8. i have a hard time showing my feelings unless i am extremely mad
9. i still have yet to cry over dad's death
10. if things had gone right i would have 3 kids now instead of just 1
11. i sometimes i think i write these random things so i can get them off my chest and feel a little better im not holding them in anymore
