So its another bad night followed by a bad gut feeling... however that could also be from the lack of sleep in my body.
I miss my ex for all that it matters but there is no going back after everything that has happeened.... Suppost to be for the best but how i see it as for the best i have no idea.
to top it all off i got one of those bad feelings thats going on , i am kinda hoping its a false alarm and nothing is going to happen... or it could be the fact im completly over stressed.
Not sure which one it is. Hopefully just stress and nothing bad because i dont think i could take another stressful weekend. I swear i think i would end up in a mental ward if this is another bad weekend.....
god help me...
because no one else seems to be able to.
