The story, it simply gets more frustrating...as you give up and say I love you...you find one day...that nothing is really as you were made to believe..you should have kept that distance...for now you are only more confused.
But then...you would have never gained the knowledge that yu probably are not the one who is broken...but the one who tried to break you... even after knowing how broken you had been in the first place...And what it took to gain your trust and love...your respect too...afte they too, had been thrown into the samne tornado...and did not come out without scars that will always be a part of them...
And you go on ...wondering and adding to your uncertan opinion of yourself ...him and the whole tiem period that seems to have beeen nothing but a fantasy...or depending on how you look at it..A NIGHTMARE>>.