so many things happening all at once dealing with them pretty damn good but you know what after last night im not to sure dealing with any of them is the anserw... So ok last night i went out addmitidly not in the best state of mind that was one of the manjor reson i did so in the first place im not going to into detail on that becuse that choice i made is my own dirty little secreate but needless to say needed to get my mind off it so i went out me jackie and laura ...now laura is going thru what iam but reversed had haveing a verry bad time with it so needless to say we drank drink for drink and drank alot thu sadly i couldnt seem to get drunk no matter how hard i tried i couldnt get drunk and my agenda that night was to get drunk enough to do something stupid So first thing happens laura isnt inlove with her husband hasnt been happy with him forever so apperntly she has been seeing another man and he showed up (hes an ass if you ask me) he picks a fight with her calls her some godawful names then leaves shes upset but me and jackie manage to get her cheered up and back on track we dance were mean to some weird ass creepy guys that were hitting on us and manageing to have some fun (mainly at the expence of the guys that were hitting on us haha) so were haveing fun laura is past wasted bye this point and a bouncer sees this asks bartender how many drinks and cuts us all off even thu im not drunk this doesnt bother me but the guy wasa dick when telling us we were i hate when ppl say shit then wont back it up if you say you saw something ....tell the person wtf you saw no???? so ok regardless we were still haveing fun somehow laura kept manageing to get beer even thu she was cut off rofl but then her assmunch affair showed back up they got kissing no big till laruas phone rang (it was her husband) and her affair dude got ugly he went to hit her hit me instead in the chest pasy hits like a girl ...i didnt hit likea girl back felt good to feel his nose squish to went to hit him again and was removed from the bar thank god everyone saw he hit me first and was gonna hit me again or ida prolly been in the sqaude car right behind him heading off to jail but thank god they just said it was time us girls went home and thats where the night went seriusly bad i asked to havea cab called and jackie tells the bouncer not to worry about shes driveing i pipe up youve been drinking i thought we already agreed ona cab i told you id pay for it she says shes fine to drive shes only had 3 yadda yadda and i say i know youve had more becuse ive bought you at least three and you bought rounds to she gets pissed off and i make a smart ass remark unless you can walk me a line your leaveing ina cab she gets seriusly pissed and storms off i go after i didnt mean to upset her just make sure she got home safe but shes seriusly mad at me cuz what i said embaraased her i try to explain but she wont listen yells at laura to get in the car and then peels out almost hitting me so im left in the parking lot alone worried they are gonna get road pizzad with a long walk home ahead of me pretty cold cuz when the bouncer revoved me from the affair dude he ripped my shirt AND LAURA HAD MY PURSE and jacket so all in all im pretty fucked a long walk home skimpy bar outfit healed boots (looking rather like hitching hookerwith the nice tear in my shirt bareing my shoulder and even more of my chest then even iam confortable with) so i do manage to get home with only 2 incedances of note guys in cars havea alot of balls but ya talk back they tend to run off with thier tails between thier legs and a bitch left on the wind i manage to get home come online looking for my lucy but alas she is online but apperntly just didnt logg out =( thu david cherred me up alot before bed so this morning jackie shows up with my puse and jaket and shes still pissed and still wont listen to me and says its to bad she missed and didnt run me over to drop dead wtf? i was only trying to keep her safe a little bit later laura calls tells me sorry about last night and that jackie had told her she had to choose btween me or her as freinds and she doesnt know what to do..i told laura that her and jackie had always been freinds and she should stick with jackie becuse id still be her freind even if we didnt hang out (kinda sounds like jackie needs to go back to grade 3 fights huh) so that was my night and one more proof it realy doesnt pay to give a shit
