A poem I dedicate to the assholes that I have dated.
Here I stand alone thinking of you and all that we shared.
Thinking of all the pain you caused me.
All the tears that fell and all the screams in my head that wont stop screamin my name and callin me stupid for being with you.
I cant get them to stop.
How could i have been so nieve?
Why did I fall for all your lies and your pretty face?
You ripped my heart out at the seams and smashed it into a milliion peices.
How am I to recover and move on?
Whats a person to do when they thought they could trust just to have it thrust back into their face?
The screams are getting louder now.
They are screamin at me for not getting out when I have the
chance.
Why didnt I listen to them?
Where was my time for that last dance?
You wrecked my world and my life.
How could I have been so stupid to have let you control me like a puppet on a string?
How do I learn to trust again and to move on without you controling my every move?
What am I supposed to do?
I hope and pray someone has the nerve to abuse you like you did me.
Cause when you have fellt the same pain and heard the same screams I hope you die a little inside like I did.
And when you die inside I will learn to fly and be free of you misery!