Cyanide's blog: "late nights"

SO i jst got back and i can't stop thinking that i probably should not have drank what i had. Thinking is a constant thing lately and there's nothing i can do about it i hate it but it doesnt stop.

I can't wait for the day where i can look into his eyes and tell him i love him hold him close and be there for him when he needs me, he makes me smile each and everyday doesn't even have to try..the way he makes me feel is unbelievable and i really dont care what people say he makes me happy so fuck off and leave it alone he's my dream come true and i'm glad he's who he is there is nothing i would change if i had the choice...

HAHAH Random check list...

Does he make you smile [XX]

Does he make you blush [XX]

Does he treat you right [XX]

Is he there for you [XX]

Can he make your heart race [XX]

Does he make you wish you were in his arms [XX]

Does he give you reason to live [XX]

Does he protect you when he can [XX]

Does he care [XX]

Does he love you unconditionally [XX]

Would he do anything for you [XX]

Would you do anything for him [XX]

Would you die with out the other [XX]

Would he get pissed off if something happend to you [XX]

Does he worry about you daily [XX]

Does the sound of his voice put you at ease at any cost [XX]

Do you dream about him [XX]

Can you tell him anything and hell accept it [XX]

Well i know what he does for me and much much more but theres times i just wish i could show it and prove it

Can he make you feel like no other can [XX]