If I had one wish, it would be to fall madly, deeply, head over heels, heart clenching, breathe stopping, hopelessly in love. I am an independant person. By this, I mean that I do not depend on others to complete myself, and I don't like when others depend on me. My biggest problem is that I care to much. I trust to easy. I am easily manipulated and I have a short temper. But if you can see past that, I'm the sweetest, most thoughtful person you'll ever meet. I love art, in every form. It's the one thing I can relate too and truely appreciate. Pure appreciation, the kind that's not faked for some money or a ride, but generous and from the heart. As much as I hate to admit it at times, I'm often wrong. I make horrible choices and bad decisions all the time, not thinking of who else they might affect besides myself. I've been through a life of drugs, sex, parties, abuse, hate, neglect, torture, loss, death, but came out the other end stronger than I went in. My whole life, I've focused on the negative, and blamed my past for everything I did wrong. Here I am, stepping up to the plate, to take responsibility for all my actions. I'm done blaming people, I am my own god. I choose my own destiny, and I make my miricles happen. Basically, I'm the biggest f*ck up you will ever meet, but that doesn't define who I can be and who I am going to become. I'm not proving anything to anyone accept for myself. Here I am, ready to embrace whoever and whatever comes my way. I love meeting new people, and I'm not shy. People say I'm a free spirit; I'm not easily controlled. I am my own person. I do not expect you to change for me, so don't make me change for you. I've got bad habits, sure. But its the people who embrace them that are worth my time.