CanadianBratt's blog: "2023-10-13"

I have been debating for awhile if I was going to post anything.

Alot of friends keep asking me if I am ok because I haven't been doing what I would normally do on here.

Awhile ago I had tested postive cancer. Me thinking it's a false postive kept putting off the test.

I finally went in and they ended up cutting part of my liver which I wasn't even in for that/ After that experience I  refused again to get the right procedure. Still thinking its a false postive and that I am fine.

I had a procedure done plus a cat scan and tons of blood work, dye and nuclar medicine shot through me.

(It had made me wore out where I couldn't do a lot on here.)

A few weeks ago it showed cancer,  I was told it's a  large mass (Im not going to say where right now till I get more faxs , how large , if it did spread, what stage ect.) My doctor has more details which will be discuss with me on the 16th (Thursday).

Right now I am on 12 different meds and I get a needle every friday after they take more blood from me. (expermental needle)

Im not looking for sympathy or anything like that. I went through this with my parents,  daughter and other family members, so I do have an idea of what I can expect. Different treatments has been discuss a bit of what I could expect, but nothing is 100% yet (on treatments)

I did tell Dr. Majors I don't know if I even want treatment after seeing what most of my family went through.

I would also like to thank all my family that kept me in for the likefest. I had plan on running stuff but after my needle I slept in between being sick all weekend. (only one got rid of me) I appreciate you guys.

I apologize for not letting anyone know except for one person on here. I just wasn't ready , It has only been the last few days that I even told anyone in my family( real life). Ignoring it won't make it go away, which I tried.

I am still trying to learn how to deal with this and figure everything out in my head, 

I won't be answering any comments sorry.

With that being said I will make salutes if anyone wants one before I have to take some time off from here for awhile. If you want one just tell me in a comment and on good days I will work on them. Theres is a few I do owe some too, will get those done soon..