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What are you waiting for?
Well, I got 20 days til I'm supsed to be fighting in Kearney, Nebraska. This fight as been moved twice, and I am over anxious. I don't really know how else to calm down but to write about it, so I am just bullshitting my way thru a blog just to feel better. I have halted training for a few days just so I can relax, and tr and escape from the fight, but I just can't get it off my mind. What makes it worse is BOREDOM.. Sitting here doing nothing isn't helping much, but that's just the way the cookie crumbles.
I feel tired, sore, and drained both physically and mentally, from having to wait longer and longer. Having personal and financial issues (not that everyone else isn't), but that just makes the lead up to the fight more stressful. 20 days... I've dealt with worse before, but sometimes you feel overwhelmd and just have to vent sometimes. Anyway, Just felt like writing I guess. So thanks for reading, and I'll see yall next time!!
CJ 'GameBoy'
