I'm pushed towards the back of those who say they love me. I love w/ all my might, but only if your worth it. Seeing certain people make me realize that I screwed up. Seeing other people make want to love, but I think I'm incapable.

I miss you.

I like taking pictures of the clouds.

I like laying under the clouds, and telling my dreams to someone.

But, on a "Glass half full" note I think I'm a pretty nice person, decent looking, relitivly interesting, an ok cook, smart and witty. But only people who don't only think of themselves actually notice these things.

I'm also really really shy, timid and can take years for me to warm up to some people.

On a more pessimistic point of view I'm bitchy sometimes, judgemental, undiagnosed manic depressive, Sarcastic, bottled up, tends to think the worst in a person before I consider your good points type of person.

I like to think I'm slightly psychic or at least highly intuitive. I like to drink and hang out w/ people I feel comfy w/. I believe in ghosts, reincarnation, a higher power/s of some sort. I believe we make the world we live in and life is what you make it.

I love children and I LOVE love and will eventually like to have a happy and successful marriage and family. I don't want to be someone future ex-wife.

I think music is sexy, and powerful. Instrumental music rawks my sawks off, especially the drums, flute, clarinet, bagpipes and anything else "windy".

Whoah, this is long... Imma go now.

Later Tater...

TOTS!