well where to start? im not your average guy im smarter then most people my age and carry more common sense and street smarts then most people in general not to mention i have done more with my life in 21 years then most people i know that are twice my age. and now im just trying to find my place in the world, have a good time and maybe start a family when the time comes. but for now i have returned to this little city i grew up in after traveling the world because of one reason. but its my reason. while ive lived in the big citys of the west, the little towns in the east, walked the boardwalk along the pacific ocean. swam in the atlantic, drank by the baltic, as well as swam with the sharks of the city, and crawled with the cats of the mountian. ive drank with the stars of the screen as well as the stars of the night.ive givin up every thing i had come to know and love, so that others may gain a love of them too, knowing i would gain agian as time passed on. ive served our country in the middle east, walked the desert sands where the one called jesus once walked so long ago and left nothing to mark the wake of my passing other than the shine of the sun as it glints off the spent shells and pools of blood that once belonged to my enemys.and carry the knowledge that so many of my brothers left their lives behind so others wouldnt have to. and ive lived the european club life of sex ,money ,drugs ,raves and more drugs. then saved the life of an angel, in a place filled with so many uncaring eyes, that looked on while i breathed life in to an empty vessel,crying out to god to just take me instead. and now i know that god wont take me before the devil has his last tries . but the one thing i learned thru it all is that life is too short and that too many have givin their all for us not to take chances and live life to the fullest every minute of every day. because we all know real life just keeps taking while rarely giving, because after all we owe it not the other way aroundi belive that the girls from the south are the most beautiful, theres nothing more sexy then those big doe eyes and that country twang when they speak. i just hope one day i find one that will truly love me back. im pretty easy to get along with once you get to know me and my twizted sense of humor which usually runs just on this side of crude and some may say pornograghic ( but if its funny and it fills the hole, why not, right?)and im very open minded because i know anything and everything is possible. i will try anything twice just cause most things deserve a second chanceim not very pollitical even though i fought for democracy that dosent mean i think it works all the time. some fuckers just need a good dictator, its someone for us to shoot at. my religious veiws are just that mine. i have faith because faith is all that matters the closest anything comes would be wiccian, because they love all life. but yes i do belive in god. and considering ive studied just about every religions *bible* from the white book to the new testament, and the one thing they all have in common is this , faith in something , its all that matters, what you have faith in is your own choice, just have faith, belive in something greater be cause there is.