So you want to know about me huh? Well let's start from the basics, because eventually you may not care anymore!! So anyways, I'm 5'11" and about 200 lbs, built average, with a little gut I guess you could call it. But hey I use to be 367 lbs and wore a size 54, down to a 40 now so I must be doing good. Growing up as a kid, I didn't take care of myself, I was conceeded and self centered and thought the world revolved around me, of course I grew up and became a man. My teeth aren't perfect but I sen worst, I have two broken teeth in front and there somewhat yellow from smoking and drinking coffee, sodas, etc... I do try to do something about them but hey I screwed up as a kid, and one day I will have them fixed but until then its all I have and I have to deal with it. I don't have long hair anymore, its almost shaved. I use to try to dress, act, and be something that I'm not because its what everyone wanted and thought would be best. Well I don't dress gothic, I do have really nice clothes but I don't wear them like I use to because I dress more normal as to who I want to be. I smoke cigarettes, oops, oh well, shit happens!! I do not have the best job in the world but it pays the bills, puts money in my pockets, and gives me food when I need it. I'm not the best looking, I don't have all kinds of money, I'm currently without a vehicle, and more importantly I'm not dishing out for a cab every day. I don't have the perfect family by no means, my mother however is my best friend because its been her and I all my life almost. I live in Texas and she lives in North Carolina now. My dad seems to only care about sex and money for the most part, of course he's not getting either of it, and makes me feel like shit when I can't help. My Brother, was my hero growing up, but he is the brother I have though. To him, family is the most important thing in the world. My grandmother isn't in very good health, and my uncle, well my brother takes after him, which their life revolves around money for the most part. That is the extent of my family. Now as I said I'm not perfect, I haven't been the promising child, I'm not into drugs but I have had my share of them when I was younger, of course only weed, but no more. I've never really been in trouble with the law, but I did get arrested for possession of marijuana. I was able to plead youthful defender and it doesn't show on my record except to the C.I.A. and F.B.I. and well its not like I'm joining there little sanction anyways... right? To me, the past is the past, its what lies in the future. Family to me IS the most important part of ones life, hoever when your family doesn't have much to do with each other its kinda hard. I Love the outdoors, indoors, hey I'm up for anything. You want to be my friend, fine act like it, you don't, well you know the rest. You want to be as if family, fine, same senario. I am who I am and thats all I can be, like or not, deal with it. Wanna know more, just ask. Its what most people try to do without Internet in the first place, right? No I'm not an asshole, I'm a lover not a fighter, but when one has had more than he can take, he usually has to be one to make his point. Get to know me, you will like me, some do....some don't, you decide. I don't give a rat's ass about fake people. Those who talk about the greater needs, watns, and desires but yet at the same time run from the fear of learning what life has to offer. Those who talk about gathering to meet and making new alliances in life but refuse to make that step into it, are fake. For those who talk about family being the most important part of your life knowing that family isn't just blood, and yet you treat or ignore their presence, feelings, as if their worthless and irreplaceble, to those who claim this and put them off at the same time constantly, refusing to keep that bond which is so hard to truely find. NO ONE IS ABOVE THE OTHER IS THIS LIFE, WE ARE ALL EQUAL whether you have more in life than others, we ALL bleed the same color, we ALL have something to fear and we ALL MUST FACE THE FACTS, we ALL are EQUAL TO SOME DEGREE...ALL OF US!!