feeling better now, just had an old "friend" make me feel like shit...either way i'm doin better now! and david i will talk to you soon...i've just been sleeping a lot lately...and helping my mom remodel...etc...and also i still HATE talkin on the phone, l I feel so lost lately, i dunno what to do with my life or myself... =0(.......times like this i feel worthless.. FUCK YEAH! My license ISN'T suspended! WOOT! *sighs* sometimes it really sucks to do the right thing... Merry Christmas everyone! i miss my baby....too much... =0( (is that better? =0P ) alcohol and drama...always a good time...*sighs* ugh i have a headache apparently i'm a fool, for trusting someone that i really wanted a future with...i won't make that mistake again ARGH re-installing your computer system to it's original factory settings is a BITCH! thank god i backed all my files up on my external harddrive...now i just gotta get this shit all loaded up just had some "personal" time to myself...and i'm feeling much better!!! =0D now i'm sleepy...time for bed....hehe HARRY POTTER, FUCKIN AMAZING! GO SEE IT...that is all... AGH! i wants SEXS! now!!! grr i hate being frisky.... harry potter comes out next week! YAY! yes, i'm a harry potter fan... ugh...when things are bad, they're really bad...what's that saying? when it rains, it pours....yeah...seriously...fuck i hope i can make it through this i want my baby to come back... =0( oh wow...i've never been so dry before.... :-P so i just found out that i can choke myself out with one of my ribbons...AWESOME! lol...yeah i'm weird... he makes me happy! i thinks i'll keep him....anyone got some chains i can borrow? =0D AHH MAN!!! kickin back with one of ur besties, drinkin wine, listening to music....that's the life yo! ONE MORE DAY! =0D |
