MyHeavenlyAngel's blog: "Daddy"

TONIGHT IM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU. IM JUST WONDERING HOW YOU ARE DOING AND HOW LIFE IS GOING FOR YOU. I MEET YOU WHEN I TURN 18 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. I KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU. AND NO ONE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU WONDERFUL SMILE. AND SEE THAT AMAZING SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I WISH THE DAY YOU MEET ME I COULD OF RAN WAY WTIH YOU. SO I COULD CALL YOU MINE AND NO ONE ELSE COULD OF GOTTON YOU FROM ME. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE LOVED YOU SO MANY YEARS NOW. AND TODAY YOU GOT ON MY MIND AND I ASKED FAMILY ABOUT YOU AND THEY TELL ME THAT YOU ARE FINE AND YOU WAS ASKING ABOUT ME. I KNOW YOU STILL HAVE FEELING FOR ME. AND NOW ITS MY TIME TO LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU AND EVERYTHING CAN COME OUT.

I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR THE PAST 14YEARS AND THAT LOVE WILL NEVER GO AWAY. WHEN I MEET YOU FACE TO FACE AGAIN. I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU AND EVERYTHING. YES I KNOW YOUR SISTER AND WE TALK EVERYDAY ABOUT YOU. I TELL HER HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU. I JUST WANT TO CALL YOU BABY AND SAY I LOVE YOU. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL BECAUSE ITS BEEN SO MANY YEARS I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT. BUT ONE DAY SOON I WILL BE ABOUT TO BE IN YOUR ARMS TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU AND HOW MANY YEARS I HAVE WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. AND THAT DAY BABY I CANT PROMISE YOU THAT I WONT CRY BECAUSE I WILL BE. 

TO HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS AND TO BE ABLE TO GIVE THE LOVE AND EFFECTIONS I HAVE FOR YOU. NO MAN OR WOMAN CAN REPLACE THAT LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU. AS THE YEARS GOES BY I HAVE BEEN HURT SO MANY TIME I CANT COUNT ANYMORE. I KNOW ONCE YOUR WITH ME THAT IT WILL NEVER BE THAT WAY AGAIN. I HAVE YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME ALL THE TIME. I WISH I KNEW HOW YOU FELT ABOUT ME. IF IM GOING TO BE HURT OR AM I GOING TO BE LOVE LIKE A WOMAN SHOULD BE FROM THERE MAN.

I CAN SAY THIS TO YOU NOW AND UP FRONT I LOVE YOU BABY AND ALWAYS HAS AND I DONT CARE WHO DOESNT LIKE IT ANYMORE. ITS TIME FOR BOTH OF US TO BE HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER. I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU TO THE DAY YOU COME HOME TO ME. AND I WILL BE THERE WITH OPEN ARMS AND A KISS READY FOR YOU. I KNOW YOU ARE A SPECIAL PART OF MY LIFE. AND THERE NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT PLACE FROM YOU. I CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO ASK ME TO BE YOURS AGAIN. TIME AS WENT BY THAT I HAVE THOUGHT OF YOU AND DREAMED OF YOU.

I KNOW THIS PERSON KNOW WHO HE IS AND HE WILL BE HOME TO ME SOON. SO ON THAT I LOVE YOU BABY AND ALWAYS WILL. 

WRITTEN BY: HISCOUNTRYGIRL