Midnight Rose's blog: "poems"

when will it ever end?

the pain,

cant stop the rain.

a knife rips at my heart,

we are so far apart.

like the stars,

you are so far.

I was never a hero,

always a zero.

i hang on by a string,

wondering if i should just let go.

when will it ever end.

i build a wall,

you never seen me fall.

you never heard me call.

just want it all to go away,

i sit in the darkness.

will you ever come.

to wipe away the tears,

chase away my fears.

where are you.

when will it ever end?

lOVE ME OR HATE ME

lOVE ME OR HATE ME,

BUT PLEASE TRY AND SEE

THE PERSON I WAS MEANT TO BE.

TAKE A LOOK INSIDE,

SEE THE TEARS I HAVE CRIED.

LOVE ME OR HATE ME,

BUT PLEASE TRY AND SEE

THE PERSON I WAS MEANT TO BE.

I CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND,

TILL THE VERY END.

PLEASE DONT TURN YOUR BACK,

OR PUT ME IN A SACK.

AND FORGET THAT I WAS EVEN THERE.

LOVE ME OR HATE ME,

BUT PLEASE TRY AND SEE,

THE PERSON I WAS MEANT TO BE.

LOVE ME OR HATE ME.

stairing out into the empty sky,

all i do is cry.

looking across the bay,

there was so much to say.

I loved you with all my heart,

but now it seems we're so far apart.

like the stars,

you are so far.

i just wanted you to know,

how much you meant to me,

and how hard i tried to be,

but i see myself stairing out into

the empty sky,

all i can do is sigh.

you meant the world to me,

but i guess i couldnt be.

i cant keep holding on.

I thought of you today,

as the tears begin to fall.

dont think you heard me call.

so i build this wall,

and hope someday,

you will find away,

to say I love you my friend,

please come out.

I thought of you today.

wished you were here.

If i could move the mountain,

drain the raging sea.

walk a million miles,

just to see you smile.

i would if i could.

i would wipe away the tears,

chase away your fears.

i would if i could.

but i can see,

it will never be,

the way i hoped it would.

I dont want to say goodbye,

i only wanted to be your friend,

didnt want it to end.

through the tears,

and all the years,

i thought i was something special,

thought i was your hero,

but i feel like a zero.

I dont want to say goodbye.

If only i could be.

I dont want to say goodbye

but i will walk away,

with a sigh.

i am glad we had the chance

to say i love you my friend.

never thought it would end.

all i did was try,

but now all i do is cry.

wished you could see,

the person i wanted to be.

I dont want to say goodbye,

i walk away with a sigh.

wanted to make things right

but now you are out of sight.

like the stars 

you are so far .

the good times we shared,

are just memories now.

i loved you with all my heart,

but now we are so far apart.

i wanted to wipe away your tears,

chase away your fears.

but now i stair out into the

emptiness of the night sky,

dont want to say goodbye.

but i have had to walk away,

there's still so much left to say.

cant take the pain,

feel like i am going insane.

cant stop the rain.

i heard you calling,

didnt you see me falling.

wish i could to a place,

where love and friendship,

dont cost a thing.

the closer i get ,

the farther away you become.

so with i sigh,

i say goodbye.

I had to run

I couldn’t see the sun.

I had to hide,

Thought you were on my side.

It has been a tough ride.

I built a wall,

Thought I heard you call.

Thought I was strong,

But I was so wrong.

Like every rose

I watched you grow.

I want to cry,

Don’t want to say goodbye.

1-7-2010

I feel your pain,

Wish I could stop the rain.

I reach out my hand,

But you are not there,

I say a prayer.

I want you to know that I care.

We never know what life will send our way,

But in the end it will be okay.

Our friendship means the world to me,

Wish you could see.

If we ever say goodbye,

Know that I did try.

It was a tough ride,

But I was always standing beside you.

I reach out my hand,

But you are not there.

Like the stars, you are so far away.

It has been a rough year,

And through all the tears,

We have faced all our fears.

There has been so much pain,

But yet there is so much to gain

We will walk in the rain.

For those who have gone on before us,

There memories will live on.

The golden gates will open,

And another angel will go home.

We will sing a song,

And stay strong.

I will never turn away,

Because I know everything will be okay.

When that flag is flying high,

I will not say goodbye.

How do we move on,

when we are always looking back?

How can we laugh,

after all the tears.

So much pain,

can't stop the rain.

I have fallen,

can't you hear me calling.

Through the years,

and all the tears,

i can't chase away my fears.

I want to know will you be there,

do you even care?

How do we move on?

I want to run,

I can no longer see the sun.

The walls been built,

but who's going to climb over,

I talk but noone listens.

Tired of crying,

Tired of trying.

How can I move on?

the past is always there,

I don't think you even care.

Maybe now i have found my answer,

How do I move on.