Kid SyN's blog: "Poem's"

I’ll always remember Your touch and smile And I’ll always remember That I was lucky to have you awhile I’ll always reminisce About the laughter we’d share And I’ll always reminisce In the comfort that you cared I’ll always think About every little wish And I’ll always think Of every little kiss I’ll always dream Of us being right And I’ll always dream of Once again of you holding me tight I’ll never forget That I’m moving on, too; But Baby, I’ll never forget… You.

I die a little each time I think of you not knowing if you're even thinking about me too. I die a little everytime I see that there are no messages sent from you to me. I die a little each time I pick up the phone, finding that it's not you and I am still alone. I die a little knowing that I care for someone who is no longer waiting for me out there. I guess I have to die a little to learn the painful truth that I had Love in my hands but I pushed it away for good.

Somehow I always feel better, When I write you another love letter, I let out my cries, Never saying our goodbyes, Then slip it in the pocket of your sweater. I tell you my fears, That bring me salted tears, I wipe the pressure away, In this short essay, As bliss forms and reappears. As the pencil rapidly flows, I try to explain and compose, The way I feel, Is too good to be real, Better than a red red rose. Telling you my dreams, Letting out all my screams, Showing you I care, And this relationship can go somewhere, Is filling the sky with god’s gleams. You do something to me, You let me fly and set me free, Your simple touch, Is way too much, For even god to see. I keep on writing like before, But this time it’s so much more, About your eyes that makes me melt, It’s something that I’ve never felt, It’s your soul I deeply implore. I will stand by you, Until the earth’s core turns a pale blue, I’ll indicate the love I share, Make it unable for anyone to compare, And keep the hope I have, true. Times that hurt and make you mad, I’ll cheer you up to make you glad, I’ll offer you my support, I’ll even give you the news report, And remind you of the times we’ve had. Believe in me for I’m the one, That shows you how to have some fun, My quest to write this simple letter, Can make things for us so much better, Now our life together has just begun.

You lied, I believed your every word, Why would you do this to me and make me cry? I loved you with all my heart, I gave you tha world, And now our relationship has fell apart. I tried to make up excuses for your lies, Tried to tell myself it wasn't true, But now all I can do is say my last good byes, You said I was that special one, That you loved me truely, But I guess I was just for fun. You broke my heart in two, I gave you tha up most respect, And now I sit here trying to realize if your love was true, But the scary and funny thing is, I still love you! I hope one day you'll regret your lies, I didn't deserve tha way you treated me, But my love for you will never die, I will love you always, I wish we didn't have to say goodbye!

While cleaning out my closet, In case you wanted to know, I ran across your picture And suddenly felt a glow. The feelings I once had for you I quickly began to trace, Back to the time I met you... Remembering that special place. While sitting all alone At a table made for two, I happened to look up and Guess what there was you. You asked if something was wrong As you quickly took a seat And stared so deeply into my eyes, While wishing I could speak. I guess those were the good ole days and now I can't pretend, But, yes, I found your picture And fell in love again.

Minutes turn to hours Hours turn to days, Full of heartaches and rejection And a million lonely tears. Happiness turns to sadness Smiles turn to frowns, A world once so happy Suddenly comes crashing down. Our love turns to memories Our hearts turn cold, No longer are we together No one here for me to hold. Once a perfect couple Now we are through, My whole life turned upside down Because I no longer have you.

My goal for you baby is for you to open the door, And truly understand that you are all that and even more. You have gone through life being taken for granted, Getting lost in life's shuffle and being left empty handed. When I first saw you in that crowded room, You stood out to me like a dessert bloom. Behind the mask you laughed and played around, But underneath it I saw your frown. I'd Hear your voice and feel your fears, Snd through your laughter I saw your tears. I wanted you to see what I saw in you, That you were not dead, but a spring flower in bloom. We started out slow and took a walk, Minutes turned to hours in our endless talks. I saw in you my own life's reflection, that you were going through life without direction. I understood your pain and your life's concerns, Life took you for granted and you lost all that you had learned. But I saw in you so full of care and compassion, I wanted you to stop and see peoples reaction. I see people come to you and ask for direction, You never let them down you care without hesitation. When I look at you I see so much, The Stars, The Sun, and God's every touch. You have a beauty that is so deep and hidden from you, And My life's new goal is to give it back to you. So remember I love you down to your soul's core, And never forget that YOU ARE ALL THAT AND EVEN MORE.

I smile as I see you greet me at tha door It has been a journey, one I have seen before You meet, you kiss, you fall in love You thank everyone in heaven above But this time is different than times in tha past This time I have in you a friend that will forever last Tha way your hands feels as it holds mine Our friendship has stood the test of time As fall approaches and Christmas is near I have no worries and no fears That we will be together for many years. I love your heart, your warmth and charm I give my love to you my Princess, love always Prince

Dream Come True Beneath this fall’s moon pale light, I hold you in my arms so tight. I do the best to treat you right, I hold close those feelings we share that night. Never loved anyone the way I love you, Your heart to mine has opened a door to take me higher than ever before. Down on the beach we set in the sand, I kiss you softly will holding your hand. Your thoughts to mine, my heart to yours; As all our problems wash up ashore. I gave you my faith, you gave me your trust; This has to be love it simply most. As I run my fingers through your beautiful hair, I want you to know I will always be there. Never forget the time we spent together, And as long as we forgive we can be together as long as we both live. My love for you has went a long time untold, But it’s here now and I know you’re the one I want to hold.

Gift From Above Tears fell like rain From all the years of pain I turned to you when things got rough Meanwhile pretendining that I am so tough I can't describe the way you make me feel It seems too much like a dream for it to be real I tried to hide behind my protective shield Beliving people would mostly yield Letting no one get close to me Because I didn't want them to see The hurt deep down inside of me But now I have found love Like a gift from above It began with a single touch Sparks flew, though it might not seem like much Then came our fist kiss I never felt anything quite like this We made love under a new days sun And that's when our lives together had just begun You are my soul mate, the love of my life And now I want you to one day become my wife I never thought my dreams would come true But they have because I found you