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The depression and loneliness has become like a shadow enveloping my very soul. All I can see is the darkness around me. I can no longer see the light, nor can i see anyone around me. In this darkness, I stumble lost and alone, I try to find my way. But it seems I only venture further into the shadow. I know there is a light out there, a brighter and better day. But, I cannot see it, it is just out of reach. Sometimes, I wish there was someone to pull me out, someone to throw me a lifeline. Is there anyone left out there? Or am just too lost in this darkness?
I try so hard to stay upbeat and positive and keep myself going... But for every good thing that happens... There is this lingering depression... It seems to rot my very soul.. And kill any happiness I feel nearly immediately...
I just feel so lost and alone anymore...
Ever been so angry, hateful that you couldn't speak?
That all you could do was sit there and shake?
Now imagine being like that all the time...
Ever been so hurt, so broken, so alone?
That tears hide right behind your eyes?
Threaten to flood at the slightest memory?
Now imagine being like that all the time...
Do you ever feel depressed?
Ever feel like you have no reason to live?
Ever want to beg for death?
Now imagine being like that all the time...
Ever lose something or someone important to you?
Have something torn from your life that is your foundation?
That without it you are stumbling and lost in the darkness?
Now imagine being like that all the time...
Ever wake up from a nightmare?
Wake up shaking, drenched in sweat?
Wanting to scream, but your voice wont work?
Now Imagine being like that all the time...
Ever be ready to give up on everything?
Ever want to just scream as loud as you can?
Hope that somebody, anybody will listen?
Hoping someone out there cares?
That someone will save you from your hell?
Now imagine being like that all the time...
Welcome to my life...
Here I will be posting who took what place, how many points they had, and what prize they will win.
All contestants will receive a bling of my choice just for playing :)
Also, the people who've helped me put this altogether. And through some person stuff will each be receiving an additional surprise :)
Special thanks to:: DJ Nyx, T XxLodxX, B00my, Allzy, BamBam, xXTwiztidxPrincessxX, MsFlintstone AKA BedRocker, uNiQueGiRL, and aMaNda
***ATTENTION::: Prizes will be given out starting on the 1st of August. All Prizes will be given out at MY DISCRETION! Please Do not message me, asking me when you will receive your prize! I will Award All Prizes as soon as i am able.***
Thank You Everyone for Playing!!!
Tied for 9th place with 1 point each
DJ Mizzy
Soulless Outcast
RevSkullyGurl
Blood Kaos
Kitty Nightshade
Minxie
Tied for 8th place with 2 points each
Cyanide Laced Koolaid
Butterflypunk
7th place with 3 points
B00my
6th place with 7 points
Awesome Red
5th place with 9 points
Waffley
4th place with 17 points
ALLzY
3rd place with 19 points
Receiving A Cherrybomb and a Limited Edition Bling
INcs Greek Goddess
2nd place with 20 points
Receiving A Rockstar, Boomerang, and a Happy Hour
T xXLoDXx
AND THE GRAND PRIZE WINNER WITH 26 POINTS!!!!!!
Receiving A God Mode and A 3 Month VIP
DJ NYX!!!!!
I Miss You
"Blonde hair smooth as silk.
Green eyes that shined with undying love.
Soft Pale skin that radiated with hope.
And an angelic voice that tamed the wildest of beasts.
I miss her . . .
When life stacked against me . . .
She would hold me and give me the courage to continue.
When I was angry . . .
She was the soothing stream that pacified me.
When I was happy . . .
'Twas her laughter that complimented me.
when i was sad . . .
'Twas her hand that brushed away the tears.
I miss her . . ."
The Angel
"Such a majestic beauty
With a brilliant mind and a witty personality
Soft and caring, yet a stature solid as stone
Unmoving and Unyielding against opposition.
Much like an angelic deity from the heavens
Whose precious lips carry
Divine promises of a galant future
Whose beautiful eyes show
A grand and undying greatness
For those who shalt be allowed within her heart.
Yet, There is an air about her . . .
Something in this Angel's attitude . . .
She is not the type to be fooled by false charm
And empty promises of sweet nothings.
She is an angel sent from above.
My heart pangs with emotion for this angel.
'Tis it love? Doubtful.
'Tis is lust? Unlikely.
What I feel is nothing more than
A deep feeling of curiosity and affection."
How does one continue to live after having lost everything?
You may hear the words.. But you cannot understand the sadness. Cannot feel the pain. Cannot hear the screams. And will not ever see the tears...
If you listen.. You may hear the echoes within the cold, broken shell that was once a heart.. It screams out for peace.. To be saved.. Screams that will never be heard...
The depression is a great and terrible all-consuming inferno...
It dwells deep within the darkest of shadows.. corrupting and devouring all that comes within its fiery grasp..
