Vampire Romance's blog: "just stuff"

THE WHOLE RELATIONSHIP DEAL Why is it when you love someone you can't be with them, Why is it when you care for someone they dont feel the same about you, Why is it when you show how you feel for someone it ususally never helps, Why is it that when you want to be with someone they want someone else, Why is it that girls seem to always wanna be JUST FRIENDS!!! Why is it when you talk to someone about dating they blow it off, Why is it when you talk to someone about hooking up they say theyd rather not, Why is it when you try to hug the person you care for they push you away or seem to not worry about your care, Why is that girls are so hard to understand yet guys arent so different after all. We all have our issues, We all have our pains, We all have our tears, We all have our cheers, We all hold our hearts dear, yet when you give it away it seems like it is always broken, it gets us choken, on our tears. We always fear the worst, We always pray for the best, but can we really know what lies ahead of us, The whole relationship deal is a mystery, it can lead to misery, it can lead to sadness, it can lead to heart break, it can lead to heartache, it can lead to loneliness, it can lead to depression, it can lead to corruption, but it can also lead to joy, it can lead to Happiness, it can lead to Love, it can lead to laughter, it can lead to smiles, it can lead to relaxation, it can lead to caring, A relationship is never what you expect it, A relationship is what you make of it, It takes two to make it work, It takes two to make it last, it takes two to make it fun, it takes two to make it promising, it takes two to make it strong, it takes two to make it worth every bit of it, ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- FOR EVERYONE WHO READS THIS IF YOUR IN A RELATIONSHIP AND IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE IT IS GONNA WORK OUT JUST REMEMBER GIVE ALL YOUR HEART INTO THE RELATIONSHIP AND GIVE EVERYTHING YOU GOT TO PROVE TO THE OTHER PERSON THAT YOU LOVE THEM OR WANNA BE WITH THEM. BECAUSE WITHOUT ONE OF YOU GIVING ALL YOU GOT THERE IS NO RELATIONSHIP ITS JUST TWO PEOPLE TOGETHER. SO STICK TOGETHER AND MAKE THINGS WORKOUT IF YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE MAKE IT WORK. YOU BOTH HAVE TO TRY, YOU BOTH HAVE TO BE WILLING TO GIVE ALL YOU GOT INTO IT. YOUR HEARS MUST BE IN EVERY INCH OF THE RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE............................. THE WHOLE RELATIONSHIP DEAL IS BASED ON TWO PEOPLE NOT ONE!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you it hurts to think of everything we went through i wish you could see my heart i hate that we are apart i cry for your touch i miss you so much you have changed into someone i dont know remember when you told me you wouldd never let go what happened between you and me i remember the nights we would lay there and look at each other the point is i miss you and i want to hold you i wish i could rewind time and make evwrything fine but theres no way of getting that back and now your just one thing in life will never be again i dont know why things are like this but i just wanted to tell you that its you that i really miss

OH MY GOD I JUST FIGURED IT OUT WHY ALL THE GOOD MEN ARE TAKEN HA EVER NOTICE THAT THE GOOD MEN SO IT SEEMS ARE WITH PHYCO BITCHES THAT IS WHY THAY ARE GOOD MEN FOR THERE NOT THEY GET WACKED WITH A FRYING PAN I SHOULD BE ONE OF THEM I MEAN I CAN BE A BIT CRAZY BUT IM NOT PYCHO

ONCE UPON A TIME I FEEL IN LOVE WITH A BOY HE PROMISED ME THE WORLD I TOLD HIM I WAS SCARED SCARED TO START ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER HURT ME FOR AWHILE HE WAS RIGHT FOR AWHILE I COULD SLEEP AT NIGHT THEN ONE DAY WE HAD A FIGHT DAY AFTER DAY WEEK AFTER WEEK WE ARGUED ALL THE TIME I THOUGHT THAT WOULD LOSE MY MIND I LOVED HIM WITH ALL MY HEART I TRIED TO IGNORE IT I TRIED TO STOP IT BUT I ENDED UP DROWNING IT IT I LEFT EVERYTHING HE DID JUST BE I KNOW HE'D NEVER HOW MUCH HE IT HURTING ME I FELT THAT I HAD CHANGED INTO SOMETHING THAT I HATED THE JEALOUS TYPE THE DEPENDENT TYPE THE OVERBEARING TYPE I BECAME THE TYPE OF FEMALE THAT I BELIEVED QL; THE SAID THEN SOON STARTED TO FELL LIKE LEAD I JUST FELT HEAVY HEART I DIDNT FEEL REALLY SMART SO I DONE WHAT I HAD TO DO FOR ME I LEFT THE BOY BE I DONT FEEL THE PAIN I DONT FEEL DEPRESSED OR ANXIOUS OR SAD OR MAD OR DUMB I DONT FEEL ANTHING I JUST FEEL NUMB

INSANE I ONLY WANTED YOU TO HOLD ME WHEN ID CRY AND WHEN WORRIES BRUNG ME DOWN YOU TOLD ME YOUD ALWAYS BE THERE BUT YOU ONLY LET ME DOWN I TO LOVED YOU WITH EVER POWER OF MY BEING I JUST WANTED TO BE ABLE TO HOLD YOU AND HAVE YOU HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH I JUST WANTED YOU TO BE THE ONE THAT CAUGHT ME WHEN LIFE MADE ME TUMBLE TO THE GROUND BUT NOW I KNOW THAT THAT WAS JUST NOT YOU BUT ONE DAY I WILL PULL THOUGHT AND THIS PAIN IN ME AND THERE WILL BE SUMONE THAT WILL SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER THE LOVE I HAVE TO BE GIVING AND MAYBE ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE BUT THAT WAS JUST ONE DAY TO LATE

i thought you were the ONE!!i thought me you you were meant to be o thought that i could be the only one i thought my world was going so clean i thought of you as my drug and i was at a fean so much addicted to you but you neglected me i thought you cared but i was just another girl in your fucked up world i thought that oyu loved me but you only hurt me i thought that thing could be perfect again but i was wrong

silent tears fall down my cheeks leaving strains as i hide to weep ill be fine i say to myself i gave him is finial last chance i plea to me i listened everytime to the falseness i always believed the comforting words i smiled my fake smile and pretended to be all right but deep down i know it will never be the same i know i cant go back why would he cause me to much pain he cut though my gate that was so long locked he lead me to tht light i thought he was the one but then he killed me like all others before my eyes sting from crying my throat hoarse from weeping mt heart aches from torture but there is no more

whats really happening..im waiting im seeing that your not here im nothing without you i cant think straight my mind is going crazy cause i cant be with you baby my mind is wondering what is he doing now i hope you know ill always love you i want you to lay be side me and tell me everything is all right im nothing without you by myside i cant live cant breath cant sleep without you they cant see they think your another way but i know better i know you from when the sunshines to when it sets i know what your love can do when giving right i dont know if you look up at the stars and wish i was beside you i dont know if you wake up and wish that i was laying down beside but i do i need you in my life i need you i need you i dont wanna hurt from being without you no more i want you to want me like it want you to need me like i need you come home start a life with me i love you so much

hi everyone just feel like getting this out plz dont reply but my daddy has been dead for 10 years he is what held our family together this year i spend thanksgiving alone i have no one my kids are gone with mom and that is the only family i have in Kentucky my sister that lives 400 miles from me asked me what i wanted for xmas all i want is a fucking family ppl that care ppl that want to spend the holidays with me this is the first holiday iv have alone ok im gonna go now hope everyone has a great thanksgiving

I love him more than life itself but im afraid to love him like i should my heart is hurtting im scared to get too close i keep feel like i cant win his heart and mind for me he'll love me for a little while then he will set me free- ive lived so long on hopes and dreams i dont know what to do i feel like im waiting on empty dreams i wonder if my heart and mind are wait going do a shure one day he will hurt me why not im us to it yet i still keep running back between the paths of our hearts and the path to my mind its a worn and beaten track he has my heart held on a string its breaking in two the part that belongs to me the rest belongs to him i knoe htat there is a strong palce in my haert i just dont know how to find it and theres no way to make him see how how much i love him thats really sad to me i can only hope that someday one day he'll wake up and see while my heart still belongs to him (noe im not saying that im gonna cheat on him if things dont work out ill be single a long time cuz it will be forever till my heart dont hurt for him)