SarahMONSTER's blog: "Help, Im Alive"

This message is brought to you by Oscar Myer. Because we all wish we could be one. Well work is getting better. Think we only hit about 100 calls in queue. Which is pretty good. They want average handle time down to 12 minutes. And for this quater I have mine down to 11 minutes. But my acw is too much. Oh well you win some you lose Some. Gio and I went to work out last night mainly did cardio. Since my arm is still hurting from trying to donate plasma. That was painful experience. Shoulda remebered that my veins are tricky. The nurse said they kept hiding. Oh well got a bruised up -junkie looking- arm and 20 bucks

Ahhh Shit. Its time for some Korn to be blaring in my ears. Hang on a Sec.. Oh yes..This is the good Stuff. Louder..Mhmm. Okay! Lets get this shit started. Lately things outside of what I show has been rough. Only one person knows what I'm talking about. And it will probably remain that way. He's been there for me since day one, even when I didnt need him. But I footly appricate it. Anyways.. Yes, things have been rough. Emotions high,feeling low. Work doesnt help. Bullshit customers who think they know what the fuck they are talking about, but in all reality, they are just like little kids with new toys. And todays youth isnt any better. They only want it becuase its expensive and now a status symbol. Unaware of its full capabilites, they waste it, abuse it,and eventually break it.But oh well. Its not my money. Even though my ipod touch has two little scratches on the screen.Haha. I'm rough with things. On a lighter note. My hair looks good.Need to lighten it up. Have this crazy idea to do the bottom layer dark red, with the rest white blonde. But we'll see. I attempted to do my hair even a light brown, and my hey, my roots are blondish.So fuck. Ahh well. I'll try some highlights to break the hair apart, and make the process easier. I miss people. My firends, my family. Wanna watch a moobie.Wanna watch one with me? Yeah? Good. I got the weekend free, join me then. Rant complete. What? Not much of a rant, I'm aware of this. But Coheed and Cambria's sweet little voice made me not ranty as much.Thank his pre-puberty voice for that.

So Dec. 22nd will be my 2 year Annv. For being on Fubar/Cherrytap. I've been wanting to get a Happy Hour to celebrate. I'm accepting donations ;) Of course. Or hey, if you wanna buy it completely for your Mrs.Samm, I couldnt say no.(Unless you ask for something crazy in return) Anywho, Im excited.Still miss the CherryTap days! Still wanna get a fubar tank top. :)

So Ive been thinking I'm trying to save up for Spotlight,since I'm still poor and cant afford happy hour. I usually do pictures for people on here. And now I'm gonna start charging fubucks for them. Not a lot.It just depends on what your asking for. Later today I will upload some pictures to show my work. Please let me know if youre interested.

fucking love this song. The Union Underground -- Turn me On 'Mr. DeadMan' Penetrate, Penetrate all the simple minds they adore what a bore how they stand in line. Dilate, Dilate what's my drug of choice? it's okay, when they pay they pay they say I got the voice. Look at this the motherfucker is a millionaire realize its a mask that you wear Violate violate what a simple plan Turn me on turn me on mr. deadman Yeah I want it I need it to make a million Ya I love it a fuckin' rockstar Penetrate, Penetrate all the simple minds they adore what a bore how they stand in line. Dilate, Dilate what's my drug of choice? it's okay, when they pay they pay they say I got the voice. Look at this the little faggot is a millionaire realize its a mask that you wear Violate violate such a simple plan Turn me on turn me on mr. deadman Yeah I want it I need it to make a million Ya I love it a fuckin' rockstar Penetrate, Penetrate all the simple minds. Yeah I want it I need it to make a million yeah I love it a fuckin' rockstar.

It pisses me off that people when peple who havent been here for very long at all (under a year) are so eager to be ahead of everyone else. I've been here since '06.And I dont mind taking my time and working my way up.Being a fucking Godfather doesnt mean youre fucking better then everyone else below you. Saw one girl, wont name names,only been here since april 08.Already higher level then me. I just needed to rant.I wanna level up just because I'm so close. I hardly get any lovin anymore.But because I dont whore myself out, I probably wont get much.Thats fine.I guess. I dont mind rating and levelin myself up.Oh and those people who JUST level and they already wanna get to the NEXT level.for petes sake people.Calm the fuck down.

I promise to never get a titty tat. I promise to not be a bigger loser then you. I promise to always be sarcastic. I promise to pretty much not pay attention to your Profile Rules. I promise not to have my own profile rules. I promise to always show more love to my family. I promise to have a better taste in music then you. I promise to annoy myself at times. I promise that I might wipe my boogers on you. I promise that I'll always love myself. I promise to be drama free. I promise to not whore myself out. I promise that I'm not above begging. I promise to never be fake. I promise to always want more then this. I promise to cut the bull shit.and the cheese. I promise to look on the brightside of things. I promise to never be a fucking emo. I promise to always be inspired.by you. I promise to write the truth.and right the wrong. I promise I'm not a damsel in distress. I promise I'll never need wings to get to you. I promise to have peace of mind. I promise to think twice. I promise never to be a morning person. I promise to never like your crappy bands. I promise not to go with the trend.

So I've come to the realization that certain groups of people need to die. I could list all the groups who are worthy of the punishment, but that would take to long. So instead I shall gather them up,and kill them. In my head. Oh what a bloody mess it will be.

So it's been awhile since I posted something. I'm drinking a tequila sunrise.My new favorite drink.And I must say I make it pretty darned good.Execpt for I didnt want it very strong tonight.Not feeling so well. I'm pissed off the SH-Homecoming didnt get very good reviews.I havent played it yet.But I love SH.And people bashing it because it's too action based and American made pisses me off.So what?Fighting those creepy ass monsters I'm glad the guy has a little training.Oh well.I'll still play it bitches. My husband is trying to get me into FF. Not gonna work. Yet.Yes the storyline is good and meaningful.But it has to have gore to make it interesting to me i.e. SH. Love the new show Fringe.There hasnt been a lot of good new shows on lately.ABC sucks ass for t.v. slutty t.v. CBS is pretty good.Comedy..needs some work but thier drama is okay.Except for C.S.I. N.Y. that guys face is a crime scene! So pretty much dont have anything important to say. Other then my phone being runied. Trying to make chocolate syrup and make a fussy baby happy at the same time resulted in a majorly slobbered on phone.So either I lie and say it was stolen or something or wait till November when I could afford a new one. Can I live without it for that long? Probabl not. I had the best chicken in my life today. Gio's dad grilled it out, I smothered it in BBQ sauce, pure heaven in my mouth and then belly. I seriously ate 4 or 5 pieces..but who's couting. Sounds like a pig huh? Well being that I didnt anything from 12-8,and nothing besides chicken for dinner, I'm allowing myself to pig out. Today my good friend Mel is having heart surgery. I'm very afraid for him, but trying to look on the brightside,hoping he wont have anymore chest pains afterwards.Wanted to call him but my phone drowned in baby drool. Keep him in your prayers or thoughts even if you dont know him.Please.

First I have to thank Mel for buying me a vip. Love you sir.You truly are too good to me. (And I didnt even have to be a slut to get it.) Down to business. Right now Im not acceting friend requests. Why? Maninly because Im deleting a bunch of people. I'd probably just delete you if you added me now. I had almost 3000 friends.Only talk to myabe 100 of them.Though I wont delete all of the rest,cause there are still people Id like to get to know.But there is really no need for 3000 friends.Yes I love the points,and leveling, but im not an attention whore.So Please only add me if you really are going to say hi more then just once every few months when youre bored. Please no horny men. I have a man.I am married. Thanks for thinking Im hot,but no I dont want to see your penis. What else... I dont know.People have been pissing me off. Guys that think they are all that.Women who talk about nothing besides their dumbass exes. Attention whores.Dweebs who live their life on the internet.Fake people.People who use other people. annnnnnnnnnnd the end.