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What are you waiting for?
last night i got the news i have waited a lifetime to hear, my Dr is signing the papers i need to have the main surgery.
if all goes well i should be completing this journey soon and i can finnaly put the male in the past.
i actually worried about how i wwould feel at this moment and i can say that i am ecstatic! soon i wil no longer be trans i will only be female.
looking at dr is chicago, ann arbor, and montreal.
ps i may be begging for money for the deductable so bare with me :D
i could not have made it this far with out the support of all of you,
http://www.transgenderdor.org/?page_id=1663
this is a short list.
this is why i take it so personal when people joke about trans, this is why i block people who bash me over and over,
this is why i fear. i refuse to hide who i am and for that i made myself a target.
i have some wonderful friends and family here, but i also have the most virulent enemies.
im not whining or being thin skinned. i am just opening up a little.
on nov 20 we will celebrate the lives of those that had there's taken.
they to chose to live out and proud.
but even though some see the comments as jokes or nothing serious, the jokes tend to escalate and become hate, and hate becomes anger, and anger causes people to hurt others for being themselves.
i hope you understand
| from: | subject: | Balls Malone just killed your buzz! | |
| received: | 11/12/2011 04:24 pm | ||
| replied: | no block this member | ||
| from: | subject: | HAHAHA | |
| received: | 10/17/2011 07:38 am | ||
| replied: | no block this member | ||
well this is it im finnaly on the meds that effictivelly chemically castraten me. the testosterone killing drug which blockks t turning into dht.
normal male t is 600- 900 mine was 312 dr was dissapointed, i said i knew i had super sperm :) he said i can fix that. he was right....
i am now on provera at 10 mg's a day uninterupted. most woman will know what that is like. the cool thing is it will also help with breast development which is also a plus. since i went of spirilactone 7 months ago my breast stopped growing, well this will fix that. i was told to be prepared for the boobies hurting.
not much else going on, sorry it was so dry but just wanted to update those that pay attention to my science experiment that is me. :D
<3
Rayna
http://www.ebay.com/itm/TRANSLIVING-TRANSVESTITE-MAGAZINE-ISSUE-34-EBOOK-PRINT-/220756856421#vi-desc
scroll down to partners cprner and read the names... thats right i have fayme in england now
so it is safe to say that i do not hide the fact that i am transitioning from male to female.
it is safe to say that oi make jokes at my own expense to show that i am not weird or a freak.
i try to be friendly and respectful to everyone and there personal choices.
yet every day i have the same 4/5 people and occasionally new people hell bent on making life hell for me.
why do people feel that my choice of genitals has so much to do with there lives?
and they can broadcast there hate and anger and the yellow and orange names ignore it. or better yet tell me to ignore it.
i applaud fubar stance on racism but explain to me how gender identity / sexual oriantation are well within attack right on the fu.
cant block idiots in the mumms, all you can do is sit there and take it and hope someone says enough is enough. sad thing is i now some of those yellows are lgbt and they wont even help there own kind.. uncle tom much
it seems a certain green person with a phallic name has started a little war and we are being asked to mumm heavily when he attempts to post a mumm. i see this as a good idea. of course i would do this to all greenies but this one in peticular. i ask that you think about htis and see if you feel it is a course of action you wish to take allong with me.
i am more than a little suprised with my self. we all went to the fair yesterday and i went in full make up and a strapless top. it was the 2 dollar day so needless to say it was packed and for the first time i kept my head up, made eye contact with people ad for once didnt worry if they so a man or woman. no one knew, this is a major moment and a great confidence boost, lord knows i need what i can get. happy face today
