le coeur a formethese letters to youaren't much I knowbut i'm not sleeping and you're not herethe thought stops my hearti want you to know thati miss you, i miss you soi'm alana. i love. i lose. but most importantly i live.i don't easily heal.i forgive but i never forget.i don't wear my heart on my sleeve. i'm a secretive person and i don't tell much to people.i don't trust anybody.i don't think i would be who i am today without music.i think music can fix alot of emotional things.i'm a good person to talk to if you're having problems.i can relate easily.i've probably only had one teacher that i really liked; ms. eberts.do not add me if you do whoring.i liked photography & pantera before all you dumbasses tried to make it 'scene'i am a sucker for acoustic.i'm good at hiding that i dislike people. i could smile at you but in the back of my mind i could be wanting to dropkick you in the face.i love chicago. i can't really describe the feeling i get when i'm there.i think tripp pants are the ugliest things to happen to this earth.i smell my freezer.i think alot of people are fake. i even think some of my close friends are fake.pretty much chrystal is my only friend that i think is 100% real with me. people lie to me alot.i don't confront others.i grew up very fast.i can't explain things very well.i hate school.i hate labels, and stereotypes. i'm not going to have people say who i am from what i wear.my chemical romance is my favorite band. and i love them more than you ever will.i look back on things that people usually don't look back on.i don't have a religion. i don't know where i'll go once i die. i guess i'll have to see. if you call yourself emo, you should just hit yourself.i'm an organized person.i really do hate drugs. i probably wont let you get close to me if you do them.i think the whole straight edge thing is a trend; most people wont live up to it.if you do live up to it then you have good morals and more power to you =]its dumb how you have to look a certain way for somebody to accept you.beauty isnt just in one body type, hairstyle or clothing choice. its everywhere. and if you can't see it then you're just brainwashed like 90% of this world.don't like me? tough shit.i miss people.i guess i don't fit in with the people at my school. sorry i'm not a whiny hot topic kid =/i don't care what you think of me. your opinion about me = shit.alot of the people at my school are fake.nobody can really understand all of me.okay, see [ ] those things? they're fucking annoying.people don't have respect.theres only a few people i can't live without, and i don't have alot of true friends.i love astrology. and i'm such a typical cancer.]